BAD BAD BAD....... T.T

While i was out to collect our house new family car, mom called me up and to tell me to come home quickly...she was sobbing n my heart sank...what again?! cuz she was very sick last nite, she called me sobbing..asking me to come home as soon as possible to bring her to the clinic.. i was driving like F1 driver.. and on the ampang highway, slow down a bit.. cuz suddenly a thought came across my mind that if i die now with an accident, nobody is going to bring my mom to see a doc.. ^^;

n now she's calling me again , sobbing even more than yesterday..
she told me that my fav pup, spotty has fallen from 2nd floor.....
My god...without asking more details, i detour and quickly quickly rushed back home......n farking stupid jam... i put on double signal light and took the opposite lane since no cars were coming... i was thinking "die die lar" and drove fast home......(now come to think of it..quite stupid of me..die bez of puppy ^^;)

Mom was at the gate, holding puppy and kept sobbing unconciously..
I quickly took the puppy from her and ran ran ran to the vet.
lucky it wasn't that far from my hse or else i'd have risk my life again driving fast...

I kept asking him to open his eyes..since he was very stonned... Gosh.. heart pain heart pain..

reached vet quickly..stupid vet..asking me to register first before handing it over to him...what the $)%($$#%... every second counts here, and he's taking his damn farking sweet time to register and start calculating the cost first..what the heck is wrong with him?? he didn't even have a look at the pup, and calculating how much it'd cost him? F#$)%( you..

Vet checked here n there.. asking me to leave a pup for a day to monitor.. might suffer from internal bleeding..they have to monitor the puppy closely and to get the blood test results... i left my phone no so that he can call me just incase if there's any BAD news...... T.T i really hope not..

Tomorrow after work, will take the pup and will visit another vet..this guy is not reliable at all..... previously took a puppy to see that vet, n my pup's condition got even worse after that....... stupid stupid...like that also call a vet.. *shaking head furiously* just hope that nothing would happen to my dear pup tonight so that i can bring it to better vet tomorrow..

pray......pray.........pray..................everyone pray for my pup.......

Gosh.......just a pup, feel this much worried and heart pain..
i can't imagine if it was my own kid......sure i'm going to be one big fussy over protected mom.